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Name: Jeffrey Jay
Country: United States
State: Connecticut
Birthday: 3/23/1981
Gender: Male


Interests: writing, music, poetry, food for thought, socializing...
Expertise: I claim expertise on no particular subject. Just the experience I take for my own right and speak that which has driven me.
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Member Since: 1/22/2003

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Amassing

Pain is the cancer in me that has frail and disoriented my soul,a feel "so sorry "am i for me in awhole~ upon the reflection of the mirror i see clear the sight  beholding a youngman wised forcefully "and the idea was" do in survival! an not!  ever to hurt ones or self  "fore nothing is ever intentional, nor ever  personal"~amassed only  ever is  sin  our imperfections...



Nor!  ever wasit, i say too you my hope to see a vision so crippling, at one time my own mother sob incessently for me "it would be the same cry over and  over again, having the woman of  town  known as "the lady low whos  seeds over the years have had little an less to show, meager and the poorest in  health!"

 Detriorate and chasten! she all would be then, beacuse! and even more by our choices and flirts "  i tender that very woman and her feelings  today now and her amassing! more then ever for me i do  understand better for that  "thee other selfish... why! an to whom you give and is! "the long face and tears  she had running down was love!  for her youngest and richest boy, and still her feelings now! but only time can matter it, and see what voids"  me unwilling ive maybe gone a bit to far away and grown stone  "lack of er to change lanes, and veer off thee fast and dangerous express be it fore i witness or become handicapp" can i ever find strengh to muster?" my reflection plows!

Encouraged we our, not in own self! but expirences "i my self  i have seen ones go threw" and i firmly belive " no one in there skin too soul ever  desires to remain only but the same!" "Im awaiting  hopefully for the will" they say ,in there souls  too amass! and change....



I am the moon

 my "luv" is the sun

...and the stars our loved ones gone!tired of fighting  im tired of running its pulling me to the ground when  your hoping on somthing looking for somthing wishing closure would come wishing for that someone and my voice(keeps telling me start im gonna help me now!  your beautiful way is my muse my loose my rush my love such 

 

 

 


Friday, November 19, 2004

... ground where the evil people are

we war an stare in where we our

still star you gotta find a way to be, how you sought...

or succumb to what weve got!

 

 

the place for me

 not so tasty!  where they  plea for he,him but they life still not that worthy

madas ....crying baby girlz on fiah but its still her own heart thas hurtin

(thas burning!)

 

live alittle the say, but praaaaay! why you see why must i saaaaaay

 

i feel trapped with yoooou if feel left thas yoou

if you cant like her anymore thas...

you! but still cool

i neverever had the bluooue.

 

stayfirm!


Friday, October 08, 2004

Live long! the "did it all kids!"

 

Flashbacks from time to time still awake me after it bein into close three years since i was sitting down with a left&right us! on wooden crates once more again "the did it all kids!" an we discussed around our circle cash in cold! glamour&gold drugs! and ol beautiful hoes "lifes most!,deviate women" we loved em!

 "Giving  honest our despostions!"Nights i will remember like the one tonight,we all would raise our brown fillerd cups  high as we can in the air and aloud togeather we yell Lets go!" 

Ride the streets tonight into tommorrow see whom else sees! like we! "The,did it all kids"

"Hyper for foolishness" i can see your expression young coldcalised kids "past on  you will wouldve and young still be!I know... your sayin we our.

"We are left lots more! ~even much more!"

 The years too come will be a delight.

I can count the number days  a month we slept busying... cutting  (pie)
"On a game we  played, scored so well! we have not hadit with joy until the circle was  filled and lived! "what we feel a...(light) "zone" a life! 
 

"Money helps ideas build"  and therefore more cheers!...

(And "treez" in my opinoin what the creator made them for)

plenty! too do "too much time"  the "did it all kids!"

we would soon after grow alttle apart for mere reconcile diffrenceses always!  always out their there is always! other (stops& runs)
 But still incredible in my daydream..
 was how "we managed to almost pullit it off and doit it all! just kids! the circle, that made us earnest fiery early! humble and (rich) at that moment in time two! fold  time would steady go and much older and wiser ":sure! we could  be called men&women" showed  without saying on our faces some even aged like i wouldnt belive! the same amount of time as me would preceed hard! vague ~recognizing them
i refused and didnt want to ,  began forgetting! where i was a part! and had a crate "a family too!" and i was proud to be from! what was left or right!

i left  but i still remember the life....

 


Tuesday, September 28, 2004

"Live iS Love"

if any takes time here i would like too ask there opinon or even a definition of that saying

bless!



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